Moving with the times.

ok so blogger has been very good to me for the past 2 and a half years or so. But I've decided to move to tumblr.com

Change is needed for a changed perspective on issues. here's the new URL.

http://nathanaelabraham.tumblr.com

cheers

rambles.

ok the hot weather is getting to me. I mean seriously........ its too hot GOD. Ok I'll stop complaining, i'm happy that its not flooding or tsunami-ish here. Perhaps someone really needs the heat. Maybe a dried prawn seller needs the sun to dry her prawns so she can sell them at the market to provide for her son who will die if he doesnt go for dialysis daily. yup. the sun is here for a reason. its too hot for a reason. everything in life has a reason and explanation behind it. i woke up at 7am today.. haha.. and was craving pancakes with maple syrup. went to mcdonalds and got hotcakes. my day started out well. i feel happy. its amazing what the little things in life can do for you to just make your day. i choose to be happy from now on. i guess i'll live longer that way.

make me smile.

Friends suck.

most of them do.

when u need them the most, they disappear...

to those who have disappeared, its been nice knowing you

it was really good while it lasted.

to those new found friends, i'm sorry if i seem detached cos i'm just being cynical.

and to those who genuinely care for me

I LOVE YOU.

you know who you are.

I'm not being emo, its just a realization.

I'm happy, cos now I know who my true friends are.

they make me smile.

5 years

Its been 5 years since I enlisted.. woah.. thats like half a decade. I feel fixated. Its like I've not grown over the past 5 years, I still feel like a 19 yr old, that nothing much has changed about me. I still act and behave like a 19 year old, as carefree as a 19 year old and just happy being there. FOREVER 19.

The instrument

Dad said something which led me to wander in thought.

I am that off-tuned guitar.

Waiting to be tuned and played.

The music is gonna be awesome.

I just feel it.

Happiness.

Random thoughts.

Jealousy really eats u up.

Its not a good emotion.

I really hate it.

Its one of my weaknesses.

Its killing me right now.

I can't face you because I'm jealous of you.

THERE. I said it.